| Poetry Written By My Mom Copyright 2004 by Tammy A. Leonard All Rights Reserved |
| DEAR GOD A precious gift You gave me Was taken away too fast What have I done to deserve this? Were the very words I asked I wasn't done with him yet God This all seems so mean and cruel I'll never see my baby grow up And never take him to school There are so many emotions Running through my head There have been many days That I wished it was me instead I don't know how to go on Each day is such a struggle My body aches for my baby To be in my arms to cuddle My world stopped turning The day that Brady died Why God did you do this? Why do you make me cry? I'll be with him again one day Is what they all keep saying But how God do I keep living on Without being able to watch him playing? I know they say you have a plan And when my time comes I'll know But how God do I keep going on When not having Brady hurts me so? I prayed to You each night To bless and protect my family What have I done so wrong That You just didn't hear me? I ask you Lord to help me Deal with what I've lost Help me see you have a plan No matter what the cost I pray Lord you will walk with me And you will hold Brady's little hand Please Lord keep him by Your side Until his mama's with him again |
| TELL ME HOW How do I make it through this? How do I understand this plan? How do I stop this terrible hurting? How do I get on my feet and stand? I talk to God every chance I get I pray for Him to show me the way I ask many questions of Him And I know I heard Him say My child you must live your life For Brady is with me now In my Great Kingdom up above If you listen I will tell you how He cleared his throat and spoke to me He said you must grieve no more You must raise your other children Brady is with me, just inside Heaven's door No harm will come to him This promise I make to you And when your day comes Brady will be there to help you through Brady's time on earth was done Then I think I heard Him sigh I can not tell you the plan I have I can not tell you why You must be strong though this is hard You must put your trust in me You must hold your head up high Knowing one day you will see You have so much more in store For your life on this earth I will help you fight the devil And fight the evil of his work Come to me I heard him say You are what I have made you Come to me he said again I'll help you make it through Give your life to me he said I am the way you need to turn I will help you understand and Show the lessons you must learn I will show you that physical life Is so not at all the end I will show you the things you'll see When the angels for you I'll send Brady is here with me now He will never again know pain He will be here with me waiting Until it's time to see his mama again |
 |
 |
 |
 |
| I LOVE YOU BRADY |
 |